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Sunday, May 22, 2011
Reality strikes

Since a long time ago, this blog has been a platform for me to express my feelings about certain things and how I feel at times. However I felt that sometimes some feelings you just could not express it out through words or any form of visual tools.

Just read an article about a 18 yr old girl who committed suicide as she got her A lvl result which is not satisfying for her and she can't go to the uni she wanted. Becos of that, her dream was crushed. This incident just shows me how hard reality is. In this world there would be endless of people who hold high hopes about you and you are always under immense pressure to excel or whatsoever.

This is one of the reasons I went to poly. Too much hopes on me going to JC and excel in it. I'm scared tht I couldnt handle the studies and end up retaining for one more yr. Thus I chose poly as there's lesser stress in it.

But again, no matter which path one takes, if it doesn't lead to the dream destination, reality would strike you hard. Wa you gonna do when every effort you put in doesn't yield the equal Amt of return? Different ppl has different way of dealing with it. And the poor gal choses death. But death, only brings an end to your own suffering while starts a beginning of a suffering to your own family.. Doesn't worth it.

No matter what, death isnt the solution.

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